Sunday, December 17, 2006


Somewhere between ..the incessant forwards ..
and the friendships and the calls..to each other complaining about cRuSHeS and ..BF/GF!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and ...the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere >>between all of th e changing and growing..
>>somewhere between the classes and the skipping >>classes.. and the StUdYiNg for teStS.. And the >>PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS..
>>And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS.. >>
I forgot -- I forgot what ScHooL was all about. >>
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck's coffee, >>and McDonald's.. paying bills and then not paying bills.. >>
Making plans then breaking plans.. Appearing, Disappearing, >>then reappearing..
I forgot -- I forgot what it was like to cry. >>
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you >>happy.. And that pretending to >>be sMaRT doesn't make you smart ..
I forgot >>that you can't just forget the past in >>fear of the FUTURE.. I forgot that you >>can't control falling in LoV e.. >>
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe* >>I learned that I can LOVE.. >>I learned that it's okay to MeSS uP.. >>And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's >>okay to feel like crap..
I learned it's okay to CoMPLaiN >>
and WHiNe to all your friends for a whole day.. >>
I learned that sometimes the things you want >>most you just can't have and the things that >>you look for are right in front of you. >>
I learned that the greatest thing about >>ScHooL and uni and the working world, >>it isn't about the parties or the >>DRiNKiNG or the Hookups.. >>
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. >>
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget >>are the things which we most need to talk about..
>>I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things.. >>I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!.. >>but with the love and support of friends - you survive..
>>I've learned that when you start feeling BaD >>about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! >>They too, are feeling the same way..
>> I learned that letters from friends are the >>most important things. And that sending cards to your >>friends makes you feel better!
But, basically, I just learned >>that my friends.. Both old and new.. are the most important >>people to me in the world AND.. without them, I wouldn't be who >>I am today.. tnx fer bein m frd

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yes!!!!!!!! this is life all of this and much much more.......somewhere between our heartaches, friendships, cries and laughter we just forget what actually it is like to enjoy life. Throughout our lifetime we just keep wondering about what happened earlier, what will happen in the future and what is happening at present..............and waste the beautiful gift called LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me said...

Awesome what u have said is so true. The whole sham of enjoying, smiling at jokes u dont find funny... seriously those were the days when we could do what we wanted and friends the ppl we could do it with. If we could only get out of the race for a few minutes, take our bearings... just look at things for what they are and not for what they are worth. When u could just let ur self be... Does cause you to think, awesome blog.