Sunday, December 17, 2006


Somewhere between ..the incessant forwards ..
and the friendships and the calls..to each other complaining about cRuSHeS and ..BF/GF!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and ...the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere >>between all of th e changing and growing..
>>somewhere between the classes and the skipping >>classes.. and the StUdYiNg for teStS.. And the >>PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS..
>>And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS.. >>
I forgot -- I forgot what ScHooL was all about. >>
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck's coffee, >>and McDonald's.. paying bills and then not paying bills.. >>
Making plans then breaking plans.. Appearing, Disappearing, >>then reappearing..
I forgot -- I forgot what it was like to cry. >>
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you >>happy.. And that pretending to >>be sMaRT doesn't make you smart ..
I forgot >>that you can't just forget the past in >>fear of the FUTURE.. I forgot that you >>can't control falling in LoV e.. >>
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe* >>I learned that I can LOVE.. >>I learned that it's okay to MeSS uP.. >>And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's >>okay to feel like crap..
I learned it's okay to CoMPLaiN >>
and WHiNe to all your friends for a whole day.. >>
I learned that sometimes the things you want >>most you just can't have and the things that >>you look for are right in front of you. >>
I learned that the greatest thing about >>ScHooL and uni and the working world, >>it isn't about the parties or the >>DRiNKiNG or the Hookups.. >>
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. >>
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget >>are the things which we most need to talk about..
>>I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things.. >>I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!.. >>but with the love and support of friends - you survive..
>>I've learned that when you start feeling BaD >>about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! >>They too, are feeling the same way..
>> I learned that letters from friends are the >>most important things. And that sending cards to your >>friends makes you feel better!
But, basically, I just learned >>that my friends.. Both old and new.. are the most important >>people to me in the world AND.. without them, I wouldn't be who >>I am today.. tnx fer bein m frd