~Friends~

leaving tonight..........
and i can't hold you back.......
can we freeze time tonight.....


i know i don't hv to say it to you guys.....coz i hope you know how important you both are to me...!
Always taken life like a piece of cake..my bad habit..n i knw now that we need to find our own lil places n create our niche..
Big steps taken now will give us a life we need to choose..
Our choices define tomrw..

we've grown up together and you've been there ..........
from bunking breakfast to the looong dinner conversations...
walks on the t.c to exam tension
the rendevous on the terrace n' sunday soiree's at barrista..
and aftr school we've just become closer......
a lot of photo sessions.....a whole bunch of non sensical movies...
cryin coz the world was a mean place to dancing in the winter sunshine....
walking up to randon strangers to complete a dare and dancing the nights away.....
birthday's in the car to walkin in the scorching heat to pickin up b'day cakes...
truth n' dare...killer* n' thumb fight...
shopping....hanging....wasting time...making memories...
from crashing cars into bins..to crashing cars nd seein death in the eye..
tractor rides...fishing....gorging ..on anythng n' everythng...!!
to the very recent overseas* trip...
slogging withot a blink to barefoot walks in cp.....
fighting ovr the lunch venue to the hours long dress rehersal before anythng n' everythng...

the last few years have flown and we' r at this crossroad in life n' i know we've got to say bbyee............
collecting memories like shells on a deserted coastline....i'v got a pile of them in a box under my bed(right by the old lady*)
and pretty soon all i'l have left are those ....
scenes from life i'll play over and over again....to feel what i felt then....and once again be what i was.
you're goin to change n' so will i......the only thng that'l bind us is this same pile...
jus keep your's as safely as i'll keep mine
im gonna take a piece of you with me.....and it'll be mine forever..am too bad at gudbyes..i knw..
This year is going to change everything..
nd its abt time..
Especially fr u two aftr all the nagging uve ben doing..
For the new Life ahead..
nd' Pj for ur clarification..."i'd even tk a flight in the middle of the night"...lol see that even rhymes..


p.s....with a whole lot of gratitude and all my love!

Somewhere between ..the incessant forwards ..

and the friendships and the calls..to each other complaining about cRuSHeS and ..BF/GF!!

Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends

and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and ...the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere >>between all of th e changing and growing..

>>somewhere between the classes and the skipping >>classes.. and the StUdYiNg for teStS.. And the >>PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS..

>>And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS.. >>

I forgot -- I forgot what ScHooL was all about. >>

Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck's coffee, >>and McDonald's.. paying bills and then not paying bills.. >>

Making plans then breaking plans.. Appearing, Disappearing, >>then reappearing..

I forgot -- I forgot what it was like to cry. >>

I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you >>happy.. And that pretending to >>be sMaRT doesn't make you smart ..

I forgot >>that you can't just forget the past in >>fear of the FUTURE.. I forgot that you >>can't control falling in LoV e.. >>

And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe* >>I learned that I can LOVE.. >>I learned that it's okay to MeSS uP.. >>And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's >>okay to feel like crap..

I learned it's okay to CoMPLaiN >>

and WHiNe to all your friends for a whole day.. >>

I learned that sometimes the things you want >>most you just can't have and the things that >>you look for are right in front of you. >>

I learned that the greatest thing about >>ScHooL and uni and the working world, >>it isn't about the parties or the >>DRiNKiNG or the Hookups.. >>

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. >>

I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget >>are the things which we most need to talk about..

>>I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things.. >>I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!.. >>but with the love and support of friends - you survive..

>>I've learned that when you start feeling BaD >>about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! >>They too, are feeling the same way..

>> I learned that letters from friends are the >>most important things. And that sending cards to your >>friends makes you feel better!

But, basically, I just learned >>that my friends.. Both old and new.. are the most important >>people to me in the world AND.. without them, I wouldn't be who >>I am today.. tnx fer bein m frd